cherish

ur forever this blur blur look
but u are the sweetest thing ever i've had in my life
HAPPY 7th BIRTHDAY GIRLGIRL!
though this year i couldnt celebrate ur birthday becos you are now at another house with wangwang..
please dun get bullied by wangwang
please dun always bang ur head to the wall when you are chasing the ball,
please watch ur way though its a new house but please familarise the place dun bang anythin while u walk,
please eat you're still only 6 kg and dun starve,
dont get afraid in the new enviroment,
one week later i'll be visiting u,dun forget about me please, please dun forget..
i really hope the owner will dote on you. please may god bless you.
i'll be praying for you every night and day, please may god bless her be the most blissful dog ever when you are there.
no longer with me, waiting for me to throw ur ball for you,
no longer waiting for me to wakeup,
no longer doing your lion dance move and wan me to carry you,
no longer keep walking ard me to make me notice you,
no longer acting cute when i watch tv to make me carry you,
no longer running ard the house with your ball ball,
no longer chasing your ball and then bang into the wall,
no longer barking at yuanyuan becos there are only 4 bowls and you are always the last to know that its milk milk time and you want someone to give up their milk for you,
no longer waiting for me to come back :(
sigh..
i think i am a very bad owner cos i nv rmb ur birthday before i only knw it when my mum tells me,
sometimes i come home late and tired but u waited for me but i told u i wanted to sleep i go upstairs and didnt play with you,
but for this 7 years you've been there for me, always waiting for me.
but you're given away yst and yet i didnt saw you for the last time,
i was out.
i came home with only 2 dogs left.
you wasnt there to wait for me and do cuddle ard me .
you wasnt there.
i tried to act as nth happen yst.
i really tried,but today, everything was so different,hw should i express myself
how should i.
so what if i really want you back.
i really miss you.
miss you more than anyone ive known.
i tried to cherish you but the days was short.
can i have you back please?
can you dun forget me as your owner ?
dun forget about me, cos i'll never forget about you.
i really really really really regret for not cherishing you.
do i have a choice to not give u away.
everything was decided by my mum,
even though i dun agree, you'll still be given away.
and i didnt even see u for the last chance.
what for breaking down now.what for man seriously.
tay hwei teng what for regreting. what for.
damn you tht you are a bad owner and you never cherish your dogs.
but i really miss my dogs badly. really badly.
7 years is too short for me,too short

i told spongebob, i told xh bout my dogs going off..
but i think no one will ever understand hw terrible i feel now.
its like part of the puzzles of ur life is missing.
i miss my dogs a thousand a million a billion a zillion times more than anything.

posted by HWEITENG @ 9:49 PM