cherish

loved, love, loves

a few hours ago, i was afraid,disappointed,hateful,sad,envy and not in the right mind,
when counting down to 4 days before valentines but 3 days before our celebration.
but now i don't, even if we're not celebrating it, i don't mind.
cause i know, you have the heart.

this night,
we speak out what we've kept inside for long and what we really feel.
though the consequences is that bad that i almost gave up on us,
to me, i think its worth it.
because we both know,
we love each other too much that we didn't want each other to change for what we actualy want, afraid of seeing the opposite sad, frown, unhappy, stress and many many more negative stuffs, we chose to kept it ourselves.
little do we know that accumulating this unhappiness or whatever we call it is not helping us in giving the opposite the happiness that we are trying to achieve, but actually accumulating all this harms together and making things worse.
accumulating it only means that we are not being ourselves and trying to tolerate, but in relationship, if we tolerate, the road for us will never be long.

but hey,
i always know you have my interest in your heart, and will always be..
you'll always kiss me goodnight
you'll always put your shoulders around me if i can't get to sleep
you'll always tap me and put ur heavy legs around me but i don't mind
you'll always cook for me even its in the middle of the night
you'll always try to wait for me to sleep before you fall asleep
you'll always sleep so late that everytime i wakes up earlier than you and have to wait for u! >.<
you'll always let me sleep inside of the bed so that i won't fall down the bed!
you'll always ask me if im okay when you're doing your things afraid that i'll get bored, though sometimes i really do
you'll always fake a smile for me, even though you're sad,or very very angry
you'll always take my hand everywhere we go
you'll always try to make me happy, bring me to somewhere nice to eat, even though we're budget
you'll always bring me to try new hotplate tofu because you knw i like it
you'll always snore in the night!
you'll always bully my piaopiao which i don't like! HEHEHE
lastly, you'll always be loving me, no matter who am i, what i wear,pretty or ugly, how i look,short hair or long hair,without or with specs, fat or thin, tall or short or whatever, you'll stil be holding my hand and say, this is my girlfriend. :D

here's my answer,
i'll be holding your hand, no matter you have hair anot, wearing rauph lauren or you pyjamas, with or without specs, even without money cause we can earn it ourselves, fat or muscular, 170 or 180cm tall, handsome or not, and say, this is my boyfriend. >.<

posted by HWEITENG @ 2:38 AM