cherish

in life, when you found happiness in somewhere, somewhere else you will feel the pinch in the heart.
you will never have everything you want. so am contented with what i have now.
i have a great family :) i mean to a certain extend, in hope that one day my father will be normal again?
but im still very happy with what i have in my family. i can see my mum is smiling everyday, when she's happy, i feel happy too :)
and my sis just got promoted :) and she now like damn rich uh? buy guess bag for my mum, go oversea, buy new camera, buy new polo luggage ! ohya she still transfer me $150 for my birthday present which is 3 months later hahahahahahahaa
my bro has got a job and stable income and got a new girlfriend :D
as for me, im loving my life, trying to be contented and cherish everything i have now. cause i know happiness dont last forever, but i will always cherish whatever i am now.
i've found a goal in life, really.
and i want to be successful in life. i want to succeed. i want to earn my own car, my own house, i want to work hard for my life.
after having the supper with lg team tonight, seeing all the lg leaders being so successful, having their own cars everything , it kept me thinking, what i want to be in future?
do i want to have a stable income, normal life, no cars no money?
no. i want to earn everything by myself, i want to have my own cars, my own property, all by myself.
i dont want to rely on anyone, because one day when i can achieve this, i will feel proud of myself.
this is what i want.
im taking my first step, to study hard, i know its abit late. but its better to be late than nothing.
i believe if i work hard, i keep on trying, things will work well.
and i really believe in it throughout the past 2 years that i have experienced.
it may be a hard path to go, a miserable teenage years this 2 years, but i know, it made me stronger, mature, and experienced.
im no longer a normal teenager on the road who takes pocket money to buy all the expensive stuffs for themselves, nor having pocket money to go have good food everyday. no. im not.
i earn everything myself, how much hard work i had put in i will have the reward back the same.
what i want, i earn it.
i dont take it for granted.
because this is what my life teaches me.
so what if i have to work and study at the same time? my sis did it through her university. so can i.
no big deal if i have to burn my weekends to earn money for myself than going to town spending money with friends.
i rather go to work than to slack my life away. i feel more accomplish working than going out.
im sorry if ive become more anti-social, but this is life.
because friends are not forever, but true friends does.
i keep my true friends close to me, thats all.

after this pc show, i feel happier to work in lg :)
but i still know theres a part of me still missing something.
my passion.

posted by HWEITENG @ 2:18 AM