cherish: February 2011

you know deep down i actually wants to go back to basketball so badly, very badly. i really miss all the teamwork the trainings the hardwork ive put in throughout the years. i didnt want to let it go down to drain. but reality, its crashes down on me. how the fcuk am i going back if i need to work. fcuk this shit. its not my passion aint there, in fact, my passion is burning fiercely. but there's so many things i have to do,have to consider. everytime i look at my mum i knw, yea i cant go back. everytime i look at her white hair i feel so damn fcuking sad inside me, my heart aches. i know i cant be so childish like before and dont care abt anything and be selfish. am 19 this year, 20 next yyear, how am i suppose to dont bother about things ard me. i always wanted to tell my mum if she could actually support me, but what kind of kid am i if i said that? whats matter most is she being happy thats all i want. sigh. but i really do miss competition, streetballing is not enough for me. Life. fcuk it.

Sometimes I just wish I can go on dates with u on a sat or sun. we could just catch a movie, have a lil shopping hand in hand, laugh at stupid things tg, have our meals, and go home tg... why isit seems so hard for us? just becos of my stupid work..sigh..but even if i didnt work,we will still not be doing this.. its vday tmr.. no excitement no nth. really I just feel like breaking dwn :'( im just trying to be happy recently..

soooo this few days had been fruitfulllllllll :D
gave work a miss on sat and sun. so went to meet clique :D
met jasmin and cy to hongbao river, headed to timbre for some chilling then neoprints and home sweet homeeee~
but im so excited for the getaway on march!
hehehe
sunday~~~~~~~~~~~ went to malaysia with p's familyyyyy
hehehehe for freeeeeee. suppose to pay but then we didnt want last time. so last minute they say nt enough ppl,we go no need pay so... jus go loh! heheheheehehee
lalalaalalla went 3 temple to pray, but i had spongebob 24 hrs with me! :D
very lazy to say what we do thereeeee so let pictures do the work!
mon was bad day :(
today was a good day! waited for spongebob to be back frm schhhh and headed to collect my pay!
oh! theres g2000 sale at wingtai building!
headed to hg mall with spongebob's ahma and acc her to walk walkkkkkk sing song and back home :)
ranson came and we had domino's pizza! yayyyyyy! :DDDDDD