Wednesday, January 27, 2010

bad day



bought this necklance in school! :D
nicenice?
anw spongebob mum's bday yst, so we headed out to soup restaurant
helped spongebob buy present and card all this since he so no heart so bad!
hahahaaaa
the usuals and homed

sigh, tdy is a bad day
bad bad day.
i screwed up my micro presentation.
siaan..
think my individual mark will be very very low :(
second bad thing,
i forgot to bring my clothes to change! i brought my shorts but no shirt!
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!
ended up i headed home instead without attending stats.
bad mood
bad day

我..好想,好想,好想,好想,好想,好想,好想她...




keep smiling like this

if im rich, i'll be the happiest thing on earth






but apparently im not, and this explains why i couldn't be happy,
because everyone at home is not.

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Monday, January 25, 2010

looooveeedddddd :D




almost screwed up my AFA test tdy!
lucky ive checked my work! PHEWWWWWW~
after only 2 hrs of sleep and dragged myself to schoooollll, define sian!
sleepwalk all the way to class and stonedddddd
hahahahhaa
rushed rushed rushed all day
finished afa tutorial chiong to print for POM project then to koufu for lunch then to library for AFA studies then chiong to change for POM presentation then chiong the presentation becos running out of time then chiong to AFA test!
aiyoaiyoaiyoaiyo
so busyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
finished and headed to find zhuzhu :D
dinner and headed to his hse to rest then he ps me go play pool with his friends!
nvm im having the whole room to myself!
HEHEHEHEHEHEEH
intended to buy itouch but went to hg mall harvey norman and challenger dun have stock for the 8GB one zzz
in the end zhuzhu dunwan to buy le :(
cause i nag at him say waste money :(
pasar malam then home!
im dead beat!



thanks for these days, you've been the sweetest thing ever :D
don't spoil my vday okayyyyyyyyyy!! lovelovelove ppppppp for patrick! ^^

Saturday, January 23, 2010

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
hate this kind of weird feeling.
f*ck up.



hate to say i really miss my dogs that badly.
sigh







there's nothing i can do,
i can only blame myself for not cherishing those 7 years.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010






this photo makes me sad, she's like implying why did you give me away :(
sigh

Tay Wang Wang :)

everything started with a ball :)


picks up the ball and run back to mummy


purposely puts down the ball infront of mummy!


' Mummy, could you throw the ball ball for me pleaseeeeeeeeee?' *inserts innocent face*


ohhhhhhhhhhhh, so cuteeee, *sayangs wang wang* okokay i play with you okay!


im in all attention! anytime you throw! :D


haiyo, too easy to catch the ball le


hey! im back! :D


a post for you with my ball to celebrate my wins! *smiles*


good boy wangwang! HAHAHAH! :D

Tay Girl Girl :)

OHOHOH! spotted something! lets take a look!


its a bird! better chase it away! SHOOOOOOOOOOOO!


HEE HEE HEE mission accomplish! the birds fly away already!


walks back proudly..


HA HA HA! li hai anot?!?!?! *smiling as wind blows*

Saturday, January 16, 2010

DAMN FUCKING BOREDDDDDDDDDD ! zzzzzzzzzzzzz

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

i missed stats lecture unintentionally. -.-
actually gt wrong information from my friend which my friend got wrong information and ends up everyone gets wrong information!
HAHAHAHAHAHAAH
so i reach home at 12 today!
then spongebob didnt go school again so headed to his house to continue my beauty sleep! :)
wokeup and headed to the new kopitiam at cc there!
HAHA cos i nv go b4 -.-
yea call me a slow poke but im not living in sengkang ma!
met his mum and ate and rush back for the nine o clock show! HEHEH
went home to bathe and spongebob waited for me for half an hour!
like woahhhhhhhhhhhhhh he seldoms waits for me!
then headed to shop and save to buy necessaries for his grandma, and nw in his black hole!
hehehehe and he so fatttt still hungry and now still cooking chicken to eat after a burger! tsktsk!
no choice, he's patrick!

Sunday, January 10, 2010

YUAN YUAN! :DDDDDDDDDD



mummmmmyyyyy :D


my maid


my brother
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and ME! HEHEHEHEHEHE

school tomorrowwwwwwwwww :(
monday blues again.especially with the mushroom head teacher for the first lesson in the morninggggg :(
spongebob is an idiot becos he keeps looking while im typing!
heheheheheheeheh anw have been spending quality time with spongebob :)
friday went to some nonya buffet at bugis with his aunt again..then headed home to wait for my mum to bring us to visit my yuan yuan..
hahahahaa
he's been living at his new owner house better than what we gave him
at least he gets to go out and everyone in the family dotes on him!
:)
feels happy to see him becos he is living such a happy life now. :)

saturday was clique day! to celebrate the super small txy 18th birthday!
so old alrdy, when we just celebrated our 17 she celebrates her 18, TSSK!
hehehehehehehee
so anw went to ankorvale to fly kiteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)
but becos we gt two kites our kite keep tangle tg!!
hehehe anw jasmin got scam by buying a kite for 9 dollars.
while we bought for 4 bucks!
:D
but she keeps comforting herself that her one is worth it~
gossip gossip and gossip and katherine is as usual off topic becos she always dunknow what we talking about!
den headed to buy pizzahut and some snacks at cold storage before proceeding to txy house!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAH
and buying txy's cake was hilarious becos we were complaining that we could get a 15 % discount if we hav passion card to buy txy's cake but txy didnt knw what we were talking and recommended us to get a refund!
ate and catch up abit in txy room and after donkey years i saw tlw again but this time with tattoo on her legs!
hahahaa took a ride from jasmin's father to cp to head home! thankyou jasmin anw for the ride! :D
headed home becos sis said mum come back early today but no one is at home..so went home early to accompany her ..
hahahahahaha not bad yst she was in good mood so i talked to her about everything ,mostly about my dogs..:D

currently at spongebob aunt house again, but still with spongebob so not really bored laahhh!
heehee
love spongebob lotssss :D

Friday, January 8, 2010

ur forever this blur blur look
but u are the sweetest thing ever i've had in my life
HAPPY 7th BIRTHDAY GIRLGIRL!
though this year i couldnt celebrate ur birthday becos you are now at another house with wangwang..
please dun get bullied by wangwang
please dun always bang ur head to the wall when you are chasing the ball,
please watch ur way though its a new house but please familarise the place dun bang anythin while u walk,
please eat you're still only 6 kg and dun starve,
dont get afraid in the new enviroment,
one week later i'll be visiting u,dun forget about me please, please dun forget..
i really hope the owner will dote on you. please may god bless you.
i'll be praying for you every night and day, please may god bless her be the most blissful dog ever when you are there.
no longer with me, waiting for me to throw ur ball for you,
no longer waiting for me to wakeup,
no longer doing your lion dance move and wan me to carry you,
no longer keep walking ard me to make me notice you,
no longer acting cute when i watch tv to make me carry you,
no longer running ard the house with your ball ball,
no longer chasing your ball and then bang into the wall,
no longer barking at yuanyuan becos there are only 4 bowls and you are always the last to know that its milk milk time and you want someone to give up their milk for you,
no longer waiting for me to come back :(
sigh..
i think i am a very bad owner cos i nv rmb ur birthday before i only knw it when my mum tells me,
sometimes i come home late and tired but u waited for me but i told u i wanted to sleep i go upstairs and didnt play with you,
but for this 7 years you've been there for me, always waiting for me.
but you're given away yst and yet i didnt saw you for the last time,
i was out.
i came home with only 2 dogs left.
you wasnt there to wait for me and do cuddle ard me .
you wasnt there.
i tried to act as nth happen yst.
i really tried,but today, everything was so different,hw should i express myself
how should i.
so what if i really want you back.
i really miss you.
miss you more than anyone ive known.
i tried to cherish you but the days was short.
can i have you back please?
can you dun forget me as your owner ?
dun forget about me, cos i'll never forget about you.
i really really really really regret for not cherishing you.
do i have a choice to not give u away.
everything was decided by my mum,
even though i dun agree, you'll still be given away.
and i didnt even see u for the last chance.
what for breaking down now.what for man seriously.
tay hwei teng what for regreting. what for.
damn you tht you are a bad owner and you never cherish your dogs.
but i really miss my dogs badly. really badly.
7 years is too short for me,too short

i told spongebob, i told xh bout my dogs going off..
but i think no one will ever understand hw terrible i feel now.
its like part of the puzzles of ur life is missing.
i miss my dogs a thousand a million a billion a zillion times more than anything.

hate it when ppl beat about the bush to shoot you.
hate it when ppl due to projects show their true colours and becos of some stupid grades they can just hurt friendship
hate it when ppl think their clever but they didnt thot of other ppl feelings, not everyone is as clever what
hate it when this person u hate is with the same grp as u for 4 modules
wtf.
hate this guy call d.
fuck you man seriously

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

countdown to txy bday celebration : 2 days!
yayyyyy den we'll be flying our kites with the girls! :D

dragged myself to school tdy for lesson at 9.
no choice my econs is lousy!
uhhhhhh gt back econs paper 28/40 :(
no matter how hard i study still like that, hmmm ..BUT I DID REALLY STUDY FOR THE TEST LEH :(
then stats lecture, as usual boring to the max cos lecturer was just going thru some revision question and not teaching any new topics. i could have gone home and sleep! totally deprived of sleep..
had project meeting and home and then met spongebob
still always a pig because he keeps sleeping!
hahahaha then wokeup at 7 and headed to the mall with his mum
came back with tibits and food! :D
finished my elearning afa and here i am!
i have no school tmr and friday!!!
SOOOOO HAPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! :DDDDD

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

uhhhhh is 545 am and ive just done my part of my project.
sigh.
my day started off pretty well in the morning and gets better during the afternoon but i have no idea why im in a good mood. but everything went wrong in the night when a jerk thinks he's so clever and when i ask him questions about the project he told me off and said im giving excuses, like wtf he's nt answering my question in the end and im still having question marks afterall.
seriously, i know im not good in projects but i hate it when people looks down on you. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
hate it when there is project because you tend to see people's true colours that they have been trying to hide.
so i stayed up late and made myself finish my part for my project so that i am not in any position of wrong and make sure i do some quality work! ASSHOLE!

anw,while i was on the way home i saw a short hair compassvale uniform walk pass me.
HEHEHEHEHE i suddenly thot of me when i was sec 1 the first day of school. so cute wat!
i thot of me becos she was oso short hair and i can assume that her bag is carrying lots of books!
means she is as stupid as me when it was my first day of school because i brought lots of books to school ended up none was used!>.<
tataaaaa im left with 4 hrs to sleep and tmr school ends at six!

Monday, January 4, 2010

the reason why i didnt want to give away my url is because if sometimes i want to rant about some bad things abt ppl i cant and it defits my purpose of creating a blog.
just feel kinda weird whenever i see the malay of my classmates i always had nth to talk abt to them even the girls i oso cant..kind of weird but i dunno why i can only talk to chinese..AHHHHHHH so racist but i cant help it!
sometimes whenever someone talk to me on msn and they dun put any haha or anything you see that makes u feel they are nt dao at you i dun feel like talking to them.
hmmm isit my problem or what?

Sunday, January 3, 2010

ohohoh! when are we celebrating txy birthday ppl!??!! :D
schools reopening!

Friday, January 1, 2010



the end of 2009, the end of our sadness, marks the new begining of both of us.
i'll learn to forget bout the past.
i know xuehan will be reading this but i know you meant well to me, i know!
last one i know! :D
but im want to make it worth it of this last! :D

猪猪!
HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAAH
cos spongebob always eat alrdy then sleep! like pig!
anw i just create this name to entertain myself cos i find it very cute HEHEEHEHEH



the reason why i can blog four times within hours becos ive been sitting infront of the comp from 6!

opppsss im just destressing

so fullllllllllllllllllll just ordered kfc delivery
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! so sinful!!
but i think it makes my day more happy! =DDDD

i hate projectsss! i dunwan to do ,i dun have the mood, i want to play i want to enjoy my holidays, i hate poly, i just hate schooolll!!!!

heehee anw wanted to thank those who wished me rmb me! :D
much much appreciated!
no la had a sudden urge to blog abt this becos i dont want to take anything for granted.
i want to remember this lil things ard me!

so this is from my bppppp!
BELOVED u17! (:
omgg.
do you guys know how much i miss training with you guys.
miss that we encourage each other.
miss that we fight for the shower rooms.
miss that we meet and go trg tgt.
miss that we go eat after trg.
miss that we curse and swear coach tgt.
miss our bonding game.
miss that we complaint like shit when coach ask us to run.
miss all the things we do tgt! alotttt!
serious,im sad that we are not in the same team anymore.
im sad that i cant shout in the court to give you guys encouragement to tell you guys what to do anymore.
i sad that im we cant have trgs tgt anymore.
im sad that we cant celebrate special occasion tgt anymore.
im sad that i have left.
but im glad that we still have outing.
but its not the same anymore. its different.
but no matter what, i still love you guys! alot! (:
i hope that all of you will have a great year in 2010.
esp teng with her spongebob. (:
loveyou guys deeply. and to say the truth, i miss coach cindy too.

HAHAHAHAH everyone's wishing me and spongebob so mayb i'll try to make it happen!? :DDDD
anw bpppppp actually i miss you la k? happy?!?!
hahahahahaahahahahh i miss u17,and the trainings too! especially the toilet booking thingy HAHAHAAHAH
nvm maybe one day when we gets older we come tg and play tg again!

and this is from jasmin!
HWEITENG: five years, going six years friends already (: glad we pull through everything together. had a fun time with you and the rest (: last long with patrick okay. and stop emo-ing and banging in poles on the street

everything was perfect except the banging in poles on the street! @%#$^@#$!@$@%!#@^%$!!!!!!!!!!! i didnt bang the pole intentionally maaaaaaaa :(
hahahaha anw best friends forever! :DDD

its a new year,a new begining!
i believe 2010 will be a great year for me! because ive been smiling since!
:DDD
so what have i done ?
not something special,not something grand,not something fun. but i was happy,and i am now.
sometimes life could be so simple,
you appreciate,and you get contented,and you'll be smiling.
we didnt have much money,we didnt go anywhere exciting or expensive restaurant,
but that day was as perfect as ever.
me and spongebob went to our usual place despite me searching the net for places to go but singapore is just so small with 5 million ppl squeezing we couldnt decide where to go with the most lil ppl but equally fun
so he called his aunt [ so that we dont have to spend any money on food! HEEHEE budget you know,both of us having recession so must save as much as possible!]
bought our food and headed to his aunt pub.no i don't drink !
played pool and fooled ard with the songs thing,keep choosing songs to play cos its free anw!
till we gt bored and his mum transfered him money then we headed to illuma!
ohohohohh did i mention i met xuehan at bugis too!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA so coincidence,aiyooooooo didnt disturb her date anw! dunwan to be another lightbulb! :D
ohoh! caught another winnie the pooh! HEHEEHEHEHEH
illuma's arcade is getting lousier cos there's nothing cute anymore to catch :(
roamed ard and saw zhanglang,talked awhile and she needs to work so we went back to his aunt house for fireworks!
though its the same place as last year but this year its just the two of us.no quarrels,no nothing :D
played cards till the countdown!
ohohoh anw there's firework at sengkang every year and just nice his aunt house has the best view becos the fireworks are just downstairs her blk!:D
free,no need to squueze with those 5 million ppl,good view,and whats more whats new year without fireworks,and with spongebob!
HEHEHEHEH :D
then cabbed home and slept!

wokeup and sponebob wokeup earlier den me! :DDDDD
met his aunt again becos there's free food again!
hahaha tdy went suntec for some buffet thingy.
spongebob said it was nt worth it but i think its rather okay la suntec ma!
hahaha andand! the candy floss sold there is only 2 dollars,but its damn fucking big!
like this!

still not convinced!??!
one more for you!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA so big right!!!
me spongebob and his cousin eat until siannnnnnnnnnnn
den headed to some sales and spongebob aunt bought him a adidas shirt and slippersssss
idiot so blissed free food free clothesssss
unlike me :(
then marina square awhile then cabbed back again and headed to his aunt house again and currently doing my project! but deccided to take a break! :D


anwwwwww, love ya 猪猪! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHA