good quality time spent with me myself & i
i came straight home after school today,yes THT good job =D
didnt want to go out because i was so tired today
but when i came back i feel so energeticccc
idiot,what kind of body alarm is this?
TSK
nothing much happened today
just lay on bed for hours watch GI-JOE
tickling my dogs
watching tv
laughing at chnl52 at xiao s
HAHAHAHA
felt so much better today because mummy talked to me today
and my sis had off day today which means i have someone to talk to today
=D
but had so little time with spongebob today
he's been sleeping since 6 and i wake him up at 1030,and he fell asleep at 1130 again!
knew he was tired so MUST BE UNDERSTANDING RIGHT!
soooooooo im here entertaining myself lo
sch tmr from 8am-10am and go home?
SIAN
spongebob day ;D
HEEHEE,skipped stats lecture today !
thought of going for lecture again last min but i knew i'll regret and whine in the lecture hall
so,i went back straight to spongebob hse! =D
bought macs for him cos he's still sleeping!
idiot,he's always a piggggggggggggggggggggg and he skipped sch tdy!
HAHAHA he's mum will nag at him again TSK
went in his hse myself cause he still haven wakeup! even though i spam his phone like 12349394343849 times -.-
just nice i went in and he wokeup ;D
slack and slack and slack
stil ard 6 we went to cp to find my earpieceeeeeeeeee
bought and headed back to hgmall to meet his mummyyyy
HAHAHAAH! patrick nw needs to wear specs!!!
si wen pai lei
his face so si wen then gt tattoo at his back zzz
took his spec and when to buy dinner back
felt so accomplished tdy ,no idea why
hahahaha !
im currently webcaming with spongebob nw =D
im waiting for my pay to come QUICKKKKK!
where's my time then
on a happy note,
spongebob and jianle made the fishing rod stuck on the tree!
HAHAHAHAHA!
the moment you hear the swinging of the rod song,but not followed by the splash sound of the water,but the sound of leaves being hit by the rod! here comes the,'opps! HAHAHA!'
overslept and skipped school today,since its just a 2 hrs sch tdy so,:D
wokeup and first thing my sis said was to change bed with me cause mine was so much better,see! what kind of sis is this gt better ones jiu change with me!
met spongebob and lunched at pastamania :D
then went fishing at punggol park! HAHAHAAA why punggol park?
cause its near what!
but almost most of the time i sat there playing psp
sigh
hmmmm
but sometimes,
i still need some quality time
sometimes i really do wonder,
whenever you're with them do you still need me
lets run away,somewhere away from this world
whenever im on way home my mood always changes.no matter how happy i am
no idea why,just can't explain this kind of feeling
i miss secondary 1 life
i miss emilykoh jasminkoh and felicialee
those forever getting caught for talking clique except me!
HAHAHAHA!
empty house,empty love
sometimes i really wonder,why do i land under this family?
i know its so unfilial to say this,but this is how i truly feels.
why do i see a happy ,warming family everywhere i go,but just not mine.
they have parents caring about them,especially both parents,bringing them out,having meals together,everyone seems so happy,but not mine.
why do friends going home happily as there know there's someone out there waiting for them to come home,but im on my way home,i only had an empty house waiting for me.
probably my dogs are the ones waiting for me,the only attraction to make me come home.
how do you feel when you enter your own house,totally dark,the only source of light is from the buddhist table,your dad not working & always in the room,not even your maid is appearing,everyone just disappear in their rooms.
nothing feels like home? true?
NO.
my home seems just a sleeping place to me.i just come back when i have no where to go and its in the middle of the night and that's it.
my dad is so damn unreasonable,always finding faults to nag and scold you.
my mum is so busy working,when she's back we don't talk cause she will always just say im tired and give me that kind of irritated face when i always tried to entertain her so that we have smth to talk.but i gave up in the end cause her face really pissed me off.
and i ended up keeping myself in my room with only my laptop to keep me entertain till i fall asleep.
is this what a FAMILY should be?
with no conversation with ur dad and a sentence with your mum every single day
i feel the distance between us,i feel like a stranger to them.
i really miss my mum's cooking
i really miss watching tv together,with my dad mum sis and bro and run around playing tg
i really miss morning breakfast together
i really miss dinners together
i really miss my dad sending the 3 of us to school every single morning
i really miss my mum fetching me from school
i really miss roller blading at east coast park
i really miss swimming lessons every weekends and heading to hg mall for arcade
i really miss my mum bring the 3 of us to taekwando lessons every tuesday
i really miss visiting my grandpa every sunday
i really miss accompanying my mum to her office whenever im having holidays
i really miss going to crystal jade with mum and eating my noodle and mummy would have her porridge
i really miss going to ntuc,carrefour to restock all my tibits at home
i really miss uncles and aunties saying im like a photocopy face of my father
i really miss the first and only time we went to watch the first movie lion king movie at the cinema
if everything could rewind,i would wish
i didnt come back late everytime i play ball and leaving my mum alone eating at home
i will not grow up and dad could stil accompany us
i will take back my words that im tired i dontwant to go for breakfast
i will take back my words that i want to watch tv and dont go for dinner
i just wish we could just be like a family should be
not with when your only conversation your dad could talk to you is whether are you working anot,i just wish my dad could say dont work le i could provide you.feels so loved
not with your mum tired face,though i really understand she's tired,but when im always trying so hard to think what can cheer her up my efforts are always not appreciated
could someone fill this empty and cold house with some love
but i know,there's always someone out there,always being there for me
bringing me into his family,and share his joy of family with me
so much appreciated,really
there's no one other than my boy,PSZY
not forgeting my wonderful frienddddsss and teammatess for not forgetting me
